[Verse 1]
I shaved my head ‘cause you joked I wouldn’t
Now I just look like the joke you abandoned
Got your sweater in my closet like a ghost
Smells like regret and laundry soap
Your playlist still autoplayed
So I threw my phone into the lake
[Pre-Chorus]
You said, “Let’s never change,”
But I guess I did, or maybe you did first
(I hate that I still check your birth chart)
[Chorus]
You said you liked the rain
But you left when it poured
Said my overthinking was “kinda cute”
Now I’m screaming at the floor
I kept your favorite cereal
But I can’t eat it anymore
(‘Cause it tastes like you
and I don’t know who that is now)
[Verse 2]
Your cat still stares like it blames me
I fed it twice, is that not enough?
I watched your plants die in real time
Guess they missed your voice too much
[Bridge]
You always said “Don’t make me a metaphor”
So I wrote you as a math equation instead
(X = the sum of what we lost
minus the things we never said)
[Breakdown]
I kissed someone new and they laughed the same way you used to
So I ran a red light just to feel something true
(And the cop let me go when he saw my face)
Guess heartbreak gets you out of tickets too
[Chorus]
You said you liked the rain
But you left when it poured
Took the Polaroids, left the nail holes
Guess that’s what walls are for
I still talk to you in lowercase
‘Cause I’m not sure I deserve to yell
(But I still scream in every song
And hope your ears start to ring in hell)
[Outro – shouted, barely holding it together]
You said you liked the rain—
Then why’d you run?
Why’d you run?
Why’d you run when it poured?
Vampirebatforlife
