[Title: Unworthy] [Dark R&B Ballad] [Emotional | Cinematic Strings | Female Vocalist]
[Verse 1 | Soft Piano | Heavy Reverb | Distant Vocal]
Hopeless, terrified, ashamed, confused
I thought for sure you'd want this
But I don't want to trap you into something you don't want
I'm so lost without you
[Pre-Chorus | Tension Builds | Driving Pulse | Filtered Synth]
I don't want to need you, but I do.
I don't want to want you, but I do.
I don't want to love you, but I do.
I don't want to hate you, but I do.
I don't want to miss you, but I do. (I really do.)
[Chorus | Full Dynamic | Heavy Drums | Layered Vocals | Deep Bass Drop]
I'm fighting between wanting to stay forever
And escaping into the unknown
Trapped in your arms, but I never want to leave
I'm broken, unworthy, yet yours
I'm stained, unclean, impure, and now I don't know who I am anymore
Without you.
[Verse 2 | Close-Mic Whisper | Minimal Beat]
Lust of my heart, when I want to be pure
I'm drawn to you, to the way you speak, the way you smell
The way your built, so strong in your arms
I never want to leave your arms
I thought of our baby the other day, who I'll never get to meet
Our kids will never meet, all because, together we are not
[Pre-Chorus | Builds Faster | Synth Riser]
I don't want to need you, but I do.
I don't want to want you, but I do.
I don't want to love you, but I do.
I don't want to hate you, but I do.
I don't want to miss you, but I do. (I really do.)
[Chorus | Max Intensity | Crashing Cymbals | Electric Guitar Melody]
I'm fighting between wanting to stay forever
And escaping into the unknown
Trapped in your arms, but I never want to leave
I'm broken, unworthy, yet yours
I'm stained, unclean, impure, and now I don't know who I am anymore
[Bridge | Slower Tempo | Dramatic Strings | Male Vocal Harmony]
Life for a Life, so take mine God, for I'm a sinner
And not worth Jesus's sacrifice, please take my Life
Yet you look at me with those full eyes
Dressing me, making me feel like the most beautiful woman
When you held my hand and told me you wanted me forever, I knew what you meant
[Outro | Vocal Run | Beat Drops Out | Echoing Reverb]
And now I don't know who I am anymore...
Without you...
I don't want to miss you, but I do...
Unworthy...
[Final synth chord fades out]
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