[Intro]
[Soft piano melody, building tension with a gentle drumbeat]
Some days I feel like crying,
Some days I feel like dying,
Trying to carry on, pretending I'm fine,
But the weight keeps pulling me down, line by line.
What's happening to me?
A battle inside, can't seem to see,
The path I'm on, the person I'm meant to be,
Just searching for answers, desperately.
A mask I wear, hiding the pain,
A smile that doesn't reach my brain,
Moving on, like nothing's wrong,
But deep inside, the hurt is strong.
What's happening to me?
A battle inside, can't seem to see,
The path I'm on, the person I'm meant to be,
Just searching for answers, desperately.[oooo,oooo,ooo]
Knocked on too many doors,
Asked the wrong people to carry the load,
They pulled me down, instead of lifting me up,
Lost in the darkness, can't find the way out of this rut.
Fought battles I couldn't win,
Bowed my head, let the tears begin,
But then a light shines through,
His grace and mercy, pulling me anew.
What's happening to me?
A battle inside, can't seem to see,
The path I'm on, the person I'm meant to be,
Just searching for answers, desperately.
Sensitive to love, sensitive to pain,
Sensitive to blessings, pouring like rain,
I seek your presence, guide me through the night,
Fill me with your light, make everything right.
From the cocoon, I'm finally free,
Embrace the light, the new me,
Open doors, step into the sun,
My journey's just begun, I've only just begun.
What's happening to me?
A battle inside, can't seem to see,
The path I'm on, the person I'm meant to be,
Now I'm finding answers, finally set free.
[Outro]
[Piano fades, soft vocals echo], "Pour it out, pour it out, I seek you God, now and forever."