Nothing at all

There were moments when I thought I knew

It's hard to decipher lies when you want them to be true

But you hid so well behind that melancholy smile

A fox in sheep's clothing, while you brought me to trial

To pay for what you said were sins

But it was you who should have stood on that stand

Why did I have to pay for what you did instead?

The jury made their verdict and they took me away

my cell was our bedroom

Locked up, thrown away.

I thought I would die within those fourwalls

You said you'd always come to save me

But when I screamed for help

You just stood there, blank faced

Yet Another betrayal

You watched as I slowly broke inside

Shattered in a million pieces

Every night I cried

As you laid there and slept like I was nothing at all

Why did you do that, made me feel so small

In the end it was you who was wrong Im not nothing not nothing at all

You swore we were fine while you picked up the shovel

Buried me deeper and deeper

It's a good thing my friends are grave robbers

Who always knew you were trouble

They saved me from that dark hole you trapped me in

Gave me reasons to keep going

I started looking within

You are powerful they told me

I didn't believe it then

Until I stood on my own for the first time and realized

How powerful I truly am

You lied, you blamed, you made me into something I wasn't

That's okay sweetheart in the end there's always karmic Justice

You watched as I slowly broke inside

Shattered in million pieces

Every night I cried

As you laid there and slept like I was nothing at all

Why did you do that, made me feel so small

In the end it was you who was wrong Im not nothing not nothing at all

Isn't it a shame those years gone to waste

Although it's funny, you think your lies can't be traced

But I can trace them back right to the beginning

Back to that fox in sheep's clothing who always said,  just kidding.

You watched as I broke inside

And when the damage was done

The last Bits of me Shattered

I realized something

How pathetic

How alone

How sad ,he must really be

To enjoy shattering my rose colored reality

And now I look back and I finally see,

The true destruction of my willing nieviety

Because...

There were moments when I thought I knew.

It was hard to decipher your lies when I wanted them so badly to be true.

It's a good thing they weren't

Or I wouldn't be where I am now.

Powerful, without you

I guess,

In the end it was you who was wrong

It's really you that's nothing, nothing at all.