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Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Met you on a Tuesday
Met him on a Friday night
Same cheap perfume
Same black eyeliner smear
One rolled the paper
One poured the plastic cup
I lost my balance
Somewhere between both touch
You call me “baby”
He calls me by my full name
Both of you smiling
While I’m throwing up in the sink
[Chorus]
I’m in love with both of your ghosts
Two rings on my nightstand, I choke
One hand on my throat
One hand on my hope
If I choose one
Does the other one haunt me forever
Or do I drink ‘til I don’t know the difference
Do I drink ‘til I don’t wake up
[Verse 2]
White dress saved
In a box at my mom’s place
Sat on her floor
Crying in a veil and lace
Text from you
“Come through, I miss your face”
Call from him
“Answer, I’m outside your place”
Backseat promises
Bathroom kisses
Little blue tablets
Under my tongue
You say “let’s run away”
He says “let’s start a family”
I nod to both
Then I’m gone
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Pills in the soap dish
Bottle by the bed
I line you up
Like strangers in my head
Who do I wear that white dress for
Who do I live, who do I die for
Or do I just float
Face-down on the floor
[low vocal register] “I’m sorry, mom” [echoed ad-lib]
[Chorus]
Details
GeneratedJan 8, 2026
Duration2:34
LanguageEnglish
Style
rap, Sparse emo-trap beat with detuned bells, airy pads, and deep sub. Female vocals start almost spoken, close-mic and confessional, then lift into a raw, melodic hook with layered harmonies and ad-libs. Mid-song drop strips to bass and distant reverb before the final chorus swells with distorted backing vocals and a saturated, collapsing mix., emo
Credits
Prompt byknippy25
ModelAria v5
Prompt
Emo rap, Female, love triangle with two guys, sex with both guys, drugs, alcohol, wanting marriage but don’t know which one, overdose, and drinking self to death
