Don't want tomorrow

you are finding your way back.

to the part of you

that never asked for permission to exist.

the damage was done.

some things don't go back.

they just stay broken.

Everybody's a little fucked up.

Some people hide it.

I put mine on a leash,

Fucking walk that bitch

In the middle of the street.

Only trying to be, who I was meant to be.

same story.

different day.

same mess.

Stupid people are,

Fucking exhausting.

you're the problem.

you always have been.

you always will be.

Look now, your fucking mad at me.

I have the most to say because i am the only one standing in the water refusing to drown

I don't want tomorrow.

I don't want another version of this, another day pretending I can hold it together.

I'm so tired of hurting, tired of hoping,

tired of waiting for something inside me to finally feel alive again.

I don't want to die.

I just don't want to feel like this anymore.

Every breath feels forced, like my body keeps choosing life even when my mind is begging it to stop. you are finding your way back. get your shit together. why can't you be normal. what the fuck is wrong with you.

I know more than you think I do. When I ask, just know, I already know the truth, I'm just seeing if you'll lie to me. Two am And i'm awake in all the ways i don't want to be. after the fall. after the empty. after the nothing.

same story.

different day.

same mess.

Stupid people are,

Fucking exhausting.

you're the problem.

you always have been.

you always will be.

Look now, your fucking mad at me.

I have the most to say because i am the only one standing in the water refusing to drown

I don't want tomorrow.

I don't want another version of this, another day pretending I can hold it together.

I'm so tired of hurting, tired of hoping,

tired of waiting for something inside me to finally feel alive again.

I don't want to die.

I just don't want to feel like this anymore

through the cracks. through the quiet. through time that's been wasted. Time will always find its way. To brighten up what's got you all fucked up. In these darker days. Look into the light and you to could be saved.

same story.

different day.

same mess.

Stupid people are,

Fucking exhausting.

you're the problem.

you always have been.

you always will be.

Look now, your fucking mad at me.

I have the most to say because i am the only one standing in the water refusing to drown

I don't want tomorrow.

I don't want another version of this, another day pretending I can hold it together.

I'm so tired of hurting, tired of hoping,

tired of waiting for something inside me to finally feel alive again.

I don't want to die.

I just don't want to feel like this anymore