Sobriety

The demons I hide,

Are trying to find,

Their way out, their way out.

In my head,

In my bed,

They’re tryna come out,

Tryna come out

They scream and shout.

Sobriety has left me.

It’s running deep, now running deep.

Too much for me,

So I said, “fuck it to my sobriety,”

Sobriety.

How will one hit kill?

How will it feel?

Just trying to feel alive,

I say that I am fine.

It’s funny to me,

Sobriety, sobriety.

It’s finally left me,

It was never really there.

The demons I hide,

Are trying to find,

Their way out, their way out.

In my head,

In my bed,

They’re tryna come out,

Tryna come out.

Sobriety has left me.

My feelings running deep.

Trying to seek,

My way out, my way out.

Fuck sobriety,

It’s only ever hurt me.

It’s my way out, it’s my way out.

Lying to myself,

Lying to the ones I love,

Life is fine, “I said I’m fine.”

There’s no clarity,

My sobriety, sobriety.

“It’s fine,” I call out.

Sobriety, sobriety.

“It’s finally left me,”

There’s nothing but me,

No sobriety, sobriety.

It finally cuts deep.

No one left here to find me,

To find me.

Since all I did was lie about my sobriety,

Sobriety.

Living in lies,

Always tryna hide.

Sobriety, sobriety.

So let my demons out,

Nothing left to shout.

Sobriety has fully left me.

Sobriety, sobriety.