Daddy I’m Sorry

Daddy I’m so sorry,

You left us with no goodbyes.

Now I got these issues,

And I really fucking miss you.

I wish I said I love you,

I didn’t know I’d lose you so soon.

I know you had your demons,

I hope you know I’ve seen them.

I think you knew when you’d lose control,

It took a lot on your soul.

You weren’t even that old.

I was your little girl,

I truly thought we all meant the world.

I knew that you were sad,

But it still made me fucking mad.

Mad at you,

Mad at the world,

You turned my whole world into a swirl.

I was just a young teenage girl.

I really fucking miss you, miss you.

I’m so sorry for blaming you for all my issues.

I wish I could’ve given you one last kiss,

Those butterfly kisses,

Something I really do miss.

So you’d know you’d be forever missed.

I just wish you’d let me say goodbye,

Shit really got me fried,

Always having my tongued tied,

When I mention your name…

I play this little game.

Who would I be today..?

That’s what I ask myself everyday.

I know I can’t blame you any longer,

I don’t want you only to wonder.

You deserve to be free,

You deserve to see the universe,

Just how beautiful a life can be.

I’m sorry you were sad,

I’m sorry you were mad,

But I still wouldn’t change anyone else to become my dad.

Normally now I only cry a tad,

But this year feels really bad.

I miss you,

I miss you,

I hope you know I’m not ever tryna diss you.

I will always forever miss you.

I love you daddy dear,

I just wish you were still here.

I’m tired of living in all of your fears.

I’m tired of shedding all of these tears.

I’m tired of regretting,

How I left our final setting,

I didn’t think you’d be gone..

That’s why I’m finally writing this song.

It’s my way of fully accepting that you are gone.

I hope you know that I forgive you,

I hope you forgive me too.

I just wanna say to you,

I’m sorry we’ve been hurt.

I’ve just always felt desert.

It’s been ten years now,

I need to let you go,

Let you go.

The universe is about the eb en flow,

Eb en flow.

But, before you go,

I just need to let you know,

I’ll always love you so.

I’m sorry for holding on so long,

I was just so angry about you being gone.

I will always miss you,

I’m sorry for dissing you.

I forgive you.

I love you.

Daddy I’ll always fucking miss you.