Daddy I’m so sorry,
You left us with no goodbyes.
Now I got these issues,
And I really fucking miss you.
I wish I said I love you,
I didn’t know I’d lose you so soon.
I know you had your demons,
I hope you know I’ve seen them.
I think you knew when you’d lose control,
It took a lot on your soul.
You weren’t even that old.
I was your little girl,
I truly thought we all meant the world.
I knew that you were sad,
But it still made me fucking mad.
Mad at you,
Mad at the world,
You turned my whole world into a swirl.
I was just a young teenage girl.
I really fucking miss you, miss you.
I’m so sorry for blaming you for all my issues.
I wish I could’ve given you one last kiss,
Those butterfly kisses,
Something I really do miss.
So you’d know you’d be forever missed.
I just wish you’d let me say goodbye,
Shit really got me fried,
Always having my tongued tied,
When I mention your name…
I play this little game.
Who would I be today..?
That’s what I ask myself everyday.
I know I can’t blame you any longer,
I don’t want you only to wonder.
You deserve to be free,
You deserve to see the universe,
Just how beautiful a life can be.
I’m sorry you were sad,
I’m sorry you were mad,
But I still wouldn’t change anyone else to become my dad.
Normally now I only cry a tad,
But this year feels really bad.
I miss you,
I miss you,
I hope you know I’m not ever tryna diss you.
I will always forever miss you.
I love you daddy dear,
I just wish you were still here.
I’m tired of living in all of your fears.
I’m tired of shedding all of these tears.
I’m tired of regretting,
How I left our final setting,
I didn’t think you’d be gone..
That’s why I’m finally writing this song.
It’s my way of fully accepting that you are gone.
I hope you know that I forgive you,
I hope you forgive me too.
I just wanna say to you,
I’m sorry we’ve been hurt.
I’ve just always felt desert.
It’s been ten years now,
I need to let you go,
Let you go.
The universe is about the eb en flow,
Eb en flow.
But, before you go,
I just need to let you know,
I’ll always love you so.
I’m sorry for holding on so long,
I was just so angry about you being gone.
I will always miss you,
I’m sorry for dissing you.
I forgive you.
I love you.
Daddy I’ll always fucking miss you.