[Verse 1]
j-a-y
I was there when you needed someone the most
Held your hand when the room got cold
Gave you my time, gave you my soul
You never had to ask me twice
I saw the tears you hid in your jaw
Saw the fear behind every wall
I stayed up late when you would fall
Still I could not make you stay
[Pre-Chorus]
Maybe love was too close
Maybe truth hurt more
You kept one foot out
I kept begging for more
[Chorus]
j-a-y, j-a-y
I was there for you
j-a-y, j-a-y
What was I to do?
I tried and I tried
Still it slipped right through
Wish you best in NYC
Wish you best in NYC
[Verse 2]
Love can’t hold down
One who hides in the dark
One who breaks when it gets real
One who runs from his own heart
I know the weight you carried
I know the shame you wore
But I was never less
For wanting something more
I was never enough
That part hurts to say
But I loved you honest
In my own plain way
[Pre-Chorus]
Maybe love was too close
Maybe truth hurt more
You kept one foot out
I kept begging for more
[Chorus]
j-a-y, j-a-y
I was there for you
j-a-y, j-a-y
What was I to do?
I tried and I tried
Still it slipped right through
Wish you best in NYC
Wish you best in NYC
[Bridge]
If you call, I might answer
If you don't, I’ll let it be
You can keep that secret
I won't make you bleed
I release the hope now
Let it leave my chest
Wish you peace in that city
Hope you find your rest
[Chorus]
j-a-y, j-a-y
I was there for you
j-a-y, j-a-y
What was I to do?
I tried and I tried
Still it slipped right through
Wish you best in NYC
Wish you best in NYC