Save me from this nightmare

“ Save me from this nightmare my demons wont fight fair..damned if i do damned if i dont doomed if i try and doomed if i fail damn u all to hell..im no angel and ive never been a saint i know im not the devil cuz i can still feel the pain..im fucked in the head my life is a curse and it just gets worse..ive been pushed to the edge but im still hangin on..calm before the storm im a ticking time bomb..lifes tryna break me, chains and all..every scar i got tells me i survived..i write my story to remind me im still alive when i feel dead inside..takin drugs to numb the pain..always searchin for the high never wanna comedown..drownin in a pool of my emotions..screamin for help knowing nobody can save me cuz noone can hear me..i feel so numb this nightmare has just begun..holding on to hope but it destroys me its a problem i admit..tryna let go of this fear but the devil interfears then he whispers in my ear that death is near.. ”