Loosin grip

Demons always playin leavin me hangin stuck in the shadows fightin this war my head continues to battle

I need to get out of my head. I'm

going insane all these thoughts I

cant contain cuz I got this hole in

my heart bein filled with so much pain.

Thinkin bout my kids bein So far away

I cry everyday cuz I know they can't

Stay. Heart feelin So weak don't know

If I'll make it till next week. Feelin So

ashamed my kids don't deserve all

this pain Wish It

would all go away. Tryin to find my Way

to a better place somewhere far away

from this fuckin place. Isolating behind

these walls afraid to show my face,

Aint been asleep in days. Taking all

these drugs just to feel Ok, Prayin for

better days, I know I got to change my

ways and wake up without wakin up.

It's one hit closer to the devil

or one hit away from home. Stuck in

the middle between heaven and hell

Reaching for gods hand as I push

through hell. Haters wanna see me

fall So I got to stand tall but the

devils always callin so I'm always

fallin. Tired of all the drugs and drinkin

Dont know what Im thinkin but I'm

always overthinking that's why my hearts

still aching. Ready to get the fuck

outa this place and Never look back.

Trapped inside this hourglass watchin

Time pass Running out of time got my

Kids on the line like its a race against

time Loosing grip barely holdin on so

I hold onto anything that Sets me

Free while losing grip on everything

that brought me peace