in that place

i’m sitting here wishing things were different

writing down my feelings (huh, what's that?)

you've numbed me down

but i will be one rising from the ground

like some sort of phoenix, ashes to ashes

you're nothing but a rash and

i swore to myself this time would be better

as long as we're not together

cause i hated being in that place

the one where you left me all alone

you dragged me by hair, ripped me limb from limb

verbally abused me

all cause you hated seeing me with him

and so i told myself to block you out of my life

obviously i didn't get too far

i usually am so good at guarding my heart

now i don't even know my least favorite part

well it's your fault we're even in this situation

and i'm the asshole for complaining

who's really to blame though?

i'm just suffering another blow

cause i hated being in that place

the one where you left me all alone

you dragged me by hair, ripped me limb from limb

verbally abused me

all cause you hated seeing me with him

i'm done with your mistrust

i feel like i'm going to throw up

one more day of this and i might break

when did i become your bait?

it must've been when we had our first fight

don't you remember that night?

i said some things and so did you

yet, i'm the douche

cause i hated being in that place

the one where you left me all alone

you dragged me by hair, ripped me limb from limb

verbally abused me

all cause you hated seeing me with him