If today was yesterday

If today was yesterday you would be right by my side singing sweet lullaby

But instead, your memories linger in my head

The visual of your face

Is now in my vision

Your face is still from May 20th a dream that never grow old because each year you were born all over again because you never grow old

I reached for you, but gravity hold me instead

while my tears felt like crystal to my face bruised and scared my heart the same way every year

While your daddy fades away just like he never was

Lost between a world of an ungoverned parentage while pain and tragedy rip and tortured my sweet little heart torn and left standing like a shadow in a path with nobody in sight

Oh my love child come home and make it right

Tonight is just not my time

I need you by my side little one

Heaven please come home