“In My Dreams”
Verse 1
You live in my dreams, yes, only in my dreams
My mother and my baby, just how it used to be
We walk and we talk, like time never moved on
Laughing through the memories of days that feel gone
You told me, “In time, you’ll find your way here too”
“But for now, stay strong—there’s still work for you”
I tried to believe, but some days I fall
Since you left this world… it don’t feel whole at all
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Pre-Chorus
’Cause one by one, you faded from my side
And I’m still here… just trying to survive
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Chorus
I’m happier in my dreams, where four is a crowd
Where I’m not alone and I can say it out loud
But here I walk a road that feels too long
With your voices in my head telling me, “Be strong”
Loneliness lingers, it don’t fade away
Stays longer than the night, longer than the day
So I close my eyes just to feel you near
In my dreams… you’re still right here
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Verse 2
Mom went first, then daddy followed behind
And my child… God took her before her time
Now you’re all together somewhere I can’t go
Just a place I visit when I’m dreaming slow
Eight footprints there… but here it’s just me
Walking through the silence of what used to be
I hear you in the wind when it calls my name
But waking up without you—it don’t feel the same
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Pre-Chorus
I reach for you, but you slip through my hands
Still I hold on… the best that I can
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Chorus
I’m happier in my dreams, where four is a crowd
Where I’m not alone and I can say it out loud
But here I walk a road that feels too long
With your voices in my head telling me, “Be strong”
Loneliness lingers, it don’t fade away
Stays longer than the night, longer than the day
So I close my eyes just to feel you near
In my dreams… you’re still right here
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Bridge
I’m jealous of heaven, they get you for life
I only had moments, now I hold them tight
But in my heart, you never leave
You’re the air I breathe when I can’t believe
And when the wind blows, I feel you again
Like it’s carrying love I don’t have to pretend
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Final Chorus (Soft / Emotional)
I’m happier in my dreams… don’t wake me too soon
Where I still have you under midnight moon
But I’ll stay here living like you said to do
Holding onto love… holding onto you
Loneliness lingers, but I’ll find my way
Through every dark night into brighter days
And when I close my eyes, I’ll always see
In my dreams… you’re waiting for me