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Has anyone ever been in a place
Where you felt lonely lost and confused
I HAVE
Like no one cares or ever notices you there
I HAVE
Carrying the tainted stains and pains of all your wrongs
I HAVE
Looking ahead at tomorrow with no expectations against yesterday's mess
Where I failed every single one of my tests now I'm deeper in debt
Bonded to regret of the things I can't forget 
Punishment of reliving it wishing it'd relent
And let me in a truck that's moving and not stuck
Spinning it's wheels digging deeper like overweight in high heels
Pulling me back into the same thrills addictions I've been battling for years
I need a new life a stable home with a wife unafraid to pray when things ain't right
I'm tired of walking stuck in the memories of karma bad luck and wrongful fights
So this Jesus that they keep talking about wonder if He'd hear me if I cried out tonight 

Jesus come in my heart and change my life
I NEED IT 
Take all this darkness and exchange it with Your light
I NEED IT
Can You please turn my wrongs into lessons to make me right
I NEED IT
Will You Heal me with Your redeeming blood
I NEED IT
And let change come rushing in like a flood
I NEED IT
Oh Jesus will You please hear my cry
If You fix this I'll serve You till I die

Had to learn this

When God wants to make you a powerful man
He will not give you your crown at first
To break you He has to strip away
All those things you chose making you live that way
Took away my comfort in EVERYTHING
My pride My plans My desires My hidden sin
But After He broke me all the way down down down
I saw what really was real cause no one was around
Everyone that I chose to be in my life had a purpose
To become the man He already knew was inside
I see now it was not my punishment cause You had me in training 
And all those pains were not to DESTROY ME 
oh ohoooo
But You stretching out what was weak till it broke
Those broken areas have become my strength 
For the purpose and destiny You set befor me
I'M LISTENING LORD AND I HEAR YOU LOUD AND CLEAR 
You stripped all that dead weight up off of meeee
Letting me carry Your glory till Your face I see
No one can do what You have done foe meeeee
You Held onto me until Your path was seen
While in my wrongs
Cause I almost ended my life with You
No No No noooo
Heartbreak betrayal mental and physical abuse 
I went through it all now it's there for You to use
Thoughts that I fought through trying to find my peace of mind
Lord You've always shown up right on time
Heard the tales of Your love from so many of lives
I will trust You believing in Your Mercy and Your Grace 
And let You take me ahead for once in this race

Jesus came in my heart and changed my life
YES HE DID IT 
Took all my darkness and exchanged it with His light
YES HE DID IT
Lord will You please turn my wrongs into lessons to make me right
I WANT IT
Heal me with Your redeeming blood
And let change come rushing in like a tsunami flood
I REALLY NEED IT
I thank You Jesus for hearing my cries 
What's Next

Gospel, choir, soul, ambient, male vocals