Verse 1
Thirty-seven years of memories
And a thousand “what ifs”
Two states and a lifetime
Between where we both live
You know every version of me
That I’ve ever been
Maybe that’s why I question
Where this road is gonna end
Pre-Chorus
Maybe I’m scared of what we could be
Maybe I’m scared I’ll never find the real me
Chorus
Sometimes I think about forever with you
Sometimes I just think about being alone
Sometimes I miss the woman I was becoming
Before belonging to anyone
Four months of freedom
Was all I got to know
Some days I think about you
Some days I think about me
But most days I just miss waking up
With room enough to breathe
Verse 2
So let’s talk about the hard part
The conversation we always avoid
Love really isn’t broken
But deep down you feel destroyed
I’m just standing at a crossroads
Trying to sort out my life
Wondering if I jumped too quickly
Before I learned how to be alright
Pre-Chorus
Maybe I’m scared of what we could be
Maybe I’m scared I’ll never find the real me
Chorus
Sometimes I think about forever with you
Sometimes I just think about being alone
Sometimes I miss the woman I was becoming
Before belonging to anyone
Four months of freedom
Was all I got to know
Some days I think about you
Some days I think about me
But most days I just miss waking up
With room enough to breathe
Bridge
I won’t pretend I’m the hero
I’ll never play the victim
I’m just trying to find my way
Like everyone else that’s living
Maybe I’m scared of what we could be
Maybe I’m scared I’ll never find the real me
Final Chorus
Sometimes I think about forever with you
Sometimes I just think about being alone
Sometimes I miss the woman I was becoming
Before belonging to anyone
Four months of freedom
Was all I got to know
Some days I think about you
Some days I think about me
But most days I just miss waking up
With room enough to breathe
