Verse 1)
I'm always thinking about you
But especially when I'm alone in my head with my thoughts Up on my couch boo
If I'm being honest I don't think I'll ever know how to
Even begin to continue my life without you
You just ripped my heart right out through
My chest and left it bloody and exposed on the ground to
Get scavenged by any predator that was around to!
Even after all that it never changed the feelings that I felt About you.
Ouch! Ooh!
I think I'm about to have another panic attack Like now! Soon!
I never really wanted to hurt myself but I think I'm about to
Yeah yeah , I know you don't believe me right now But I think you're about to.
This world is a miserable place , I've gotta get out soon
I guess its really up to you as to how soon
I really feel like I'm worthless without you
You said I never had any goals , but I had lots , it's just that you were the only one I had gotten around to.
Its like you were the only thing that I needed Since the day that I found you
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But you tore me to pieces and I'm just not the same
You left me here bleeding when you went away
The misery seeped in and it drove me insane
Now I have nothing to believe in , nothing but pain.
There's nothing but pain.
(Verse 2)
I didn't think there were any barriers that we couldn't Pound thru
That lie felt so good at the time that wish we'd never found truth
But now our reality is that I can barely be around you
So I spend all my time on YouTube looking for sad music that I can drown to
I want you to take me back , but I know you're too proud to
Its probably too late anyways cuz now I already doubt you
Its like there's glass between us that's soundproof
Where you can't see me and I can't even shout thru
It seems like every song that I ever write is about you
I see your face everywhere in the crowd too
I begged you to not go , but you kept marching like ground troops
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And you tore me to pieces and I'm just not the same
You left me here bleeding when you went away
The misery seeped in and it drove me insane
Now I have nothing to believe in , nothing but pain.
There's nothing but pain.
(Verse 3)
The things that you said play in my head over and over like a sound loop
They really resound through
You said that it had been a long time since you liked having me around you
That's an awfully loud truth
Now I'm feeling profound gloom
I always tried to keep up the maintenance like ground crews
And I don't wanna sound rude ,
But your reasons for going make as much sense as a square House with a round roof
I don't want you to date anyone else but I know that youre bound to
Just because I can't be happy doesn't mean you aren't allowed to
But still , that's a point when I probably won't be able to be around you
I'll be far too tightly wound to
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you tore me to pieces and I'm just not the same
You left me here bleeding when you went away
The misery seeped in and it drove me insane
Now I have nothing to believe in , nothing but pain.
There's nothing but pain.
