Billion Year Drift

[verse 1]
As I drift into the blackness of space 
I prepare for the worst just incase 
Im getting sick of this 
Defeated and so pissed

[verse 2]
Transformed and shedded my old skin 
Just to feel this monster within 
I’m finding that I don’t care 
I dont wanna feel what’s there 

[chorus]
Why is everything so far away? 
Just drifting towards feeling okay 
It seems to take a billion years 
For my affirmation to reach my ears
Why is everything out of reach? 
I can’t decode this life’s speech 
It seems to take a billion years 
For my affirmation to reach my ears 

[verse 1]
As I drift into the blackness of space 
I prepare for the worst just incase 
Im getting sick of this 
Defeated and so pissed

[rap verse]
I’ve lost my ambition, I need a mission 
to stop my bitchin’, I’m clinchin’ 
cook the kitchen, pet a kitten 
right what’s written, I never fit in 
the chair I sit in, words I’m shittin’
Death I’m kissin’, with this life I’m missin’ 

[pre chorus]
I guess it never started anyways 

[chorus]
Why is everything so far away? 
Just drifting towards feeling okay 
It seems to take a billion years 
For my affirmation to reach my ears
Why is everything out of reach? 
I can’t decode this life’s speech 
It seems to take a billion years 
For my affirmation to reach my ears 

[bridge]
I need a reason 
To continue on 
(It never started anyways) 
I need a reason 
To believe 
(It never started anyways)
That my life 
Will start one day 

[rap verse]
Put me first on my list, balled a fist 
Punched through broke a wrist, get the gist? 
Cut through the cyst, unbound the twist 
Gain the dismissed, I must persist 
Locked in this billion year drift

[chorus]
Why is everything so far away? 
Just drifting towards feeling okay 
It seems to take a billion years 
For my affirmation to reach my ears

Metalcore