[Verse 1]
I’m so tired—
Of the games, of the hate, of the pain (yeah)
Wasn’t I wired
To stay sharp? Can’t think, can’t aim (nah)
Gettin’ higher
Burnt out, still lightin’ flames with a lighter
Can’t cope, so I medicate
Trippin’ off the liner
In this life, success come with a co-signer
Only company I keep is my own desire
And that desire? Trouble
Wasn’t I humble? (Yeah)
Was I a liar? (No.)
Wordsmith to the choir
A drain just to inspire
So corrupted
Left with nothin’
Thoughts of death? I plot often
I conspire against myself
Brain so stunned
What you on? I need some joggin’
Can’t find peace, not even in a coffin
When vultures pryin for somethin
And you motherfuckers got the gumption to keep frontin’
On a man with a plan who can barely function
But built with his hands what you couldn’t even stomach
So acute—
I could be a monster
That you made
for some gains, some green,
Some weed, some poontang—How ‘bout lick my taint and be gone today
I come from a town that’s torn and frayed
Never was safe, never was sane
Mind went dark, lights turned black
Bills stacked, no love, no dad
Mom too scared to live, so she drank
Cracked bottles, deep in the tank
Where was my dad?
Negligent man—
Had to be my own before I could stand
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[Chorus]
Humans be damned — judge me ‘cause I am him
Shit on you all — just ‘cause I can
Humans be damned — none of y’all friends
They don’t want you to do better than them
Humans be damned — I’m glad I’m not you
You couldn’t live with what I am
Humans be damned — keep your dumb trends
I don’t need to blend in—little boy, do understand?
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[Verse 2]
No need to pretend — I got modded AKs
Get pressed — happy to full-send
Catch you in the crosshairs
Smoke you like a pen
No more thuggin’
What if I made it public?
What if the world saw who you really is?
Unhinged bitch—marry a shrink
He’ll need therapy just to coexist
You kissed a boy
Took his bag, took his trust, then flipped
Claimed abuse that you did
Then dipped—so timid
Did it again to another poor sap
Now you 30, back in your parents’ trap
Still goofy, still broke, still petty
Yeah, I admit — yeah, it wrecked me
Took years just to carry — now I’m blank staring
I don’t love no more, I ain’t caring
No soft spots left — I erase ‘em
Thanks for the lesson, bitch
I spit in your face
Like I’m speakin’ Flemish, then I rush in
Like your green cards blemished
Leave you with my mother in the grave — no question
I weapon confession
I don’t sit with rage, I don’t stress depression
Now I track patterns — I see what you scatter
I know you can’t gather the depth that I master
I am better than her
I am better than you
Still I fester
But that don’t undo the truth
I’m down like syndrome — bit melancholy
Still I’ll outlive this prison — built like a lobby
The only trajectory: up and out
Used to hate your guts
Now I barely think about
But you can’t keep my dick out your mouth
That’s just like you — fake and loud hoe