[Intro]
Yeah…
I don’t feel right anymore
Nah…
[Chorus]
I’m alone in my head, every night it’s the same
Tryna run from the past, but I’m stuck in the pain
All the trauma I carry, it’s carved in my name
Heartbreak and the silence, it’s driving me insane
I smile but I’m breaking, it’s all just pretend
Got these voices inside me, they ain’t even friends
And I’m drowning in thoughts I could never defend
This depression my shadow, it won’t ever end
[Verse 1]
Tears on my phone screen, texts I don’t send
Fake love and lies, now I don’t trust again
Anxiety loud like a bomb in my chest
And I hate that I care, but I still feel the stress
I was tryna heal, but the wounds too deep
Now I’m praying for peace when I fall asleep
Dark clouds in my mind every time I breathe
I’m alive, but inside, I just wanna leave
[Chorus]
I’m alone in my head, every night it’s the same
Tryna run from the past, but I’m stuck in the pain
All the trauma I carry, it’s carved in my name
Heartbreak and the silence, it’s driving me insane
I smile but I’m breaking, it’s all just pretend
Got these voices inside me, they ain’t even friends
And I’m drowning in thoughts I could never defend
This depression my shadow, it won’t ever end
[Bridge]
Every memory’s a scar that I try to erase
But it lingers like smoke in a broken place
They said “time heals,” but it feels like a lie
‘Cause I’m still that kid with the tears in his eyes
[Verse 2]
Yeah, no closure, no peace in my soul
Tryna fix me? Nah, I’m too far gone
Thought love could save me, but it left me cold
Now I bleed through these lyrics, this pain’s all I own
[Final Chorus]
I’m alone in my head, every night it’s the same
Tryna run from the past, but I’m stuck in the pain
All the trauma I carry, it’s carved in my name
Heartbreak and the silence, it’s driving me insane
I smile but I’m breaking, it’s all just pretend
Got these voices inside me, they ain’t even friends
And I’m drowning in thoughts I could never defend
This depression my shadow, it won’t ever end
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