Suicide Plan

Feeling broken no words ever spoken, lost in thoughts people always say I’m overthinking, locked in a cage no key to let me out, fucked up world to the point I lose my voice.

Hurting inside I have no disguise for these hurting feelings that I can’t leave behind, these dark thoughts that fill my head, these bloody visions blinding my mind, color of red flows down my wrist, these dark ideas I have are the only way I can feel.

Suicide plan, I put a knife in my hand I slit my throat then blood drains, open wounds, black bruises across my body, the suicide plan will finally unravel.

Sound of laughter fingers pointing, smiles of evil hateful words to cause me nothing but suffer, hot heavy pain pressures me down, like a metal chain binding me against the fire.

Hate all kill all, no mercy for the weak.

Suicide plan oh yes I’m locked in, walking straight into traffic, let the speed of this metal strike me down, my body twisted, arms ripped from my shoulders, my lungs drown in my blood.

Slice, dice, cut my face, rip all the skin off my bone, PAIN PAIN all I want, darkness swallows my only wish, DEATH DEATH give me what I want! Close my eyes to never open them again.

words hurt my soul I can’t stand this feeling anymore, suicide plan this is what I have, just chain me to a car and drag me against the road, blood SPLATTERED, tears fall down now my destiny unfolds.

My eyes slowing closing, my soul is finally fading, look at that, I think this breath is my last, now all my pain is left in the past