God What Have I Done

I turned off my phone, erased his name,

Sittin’ in the dark to hide my shame.

The silence rings like a loaded gun,

Oh my God, what have I done?

I see my husband’s wedding band,

Still shining on my trembling hand.

Every lie that I ever told

Tarnish on this piece of gold.

All the secrets that I hid,

Please God, don’t tell him what I did.

Crying in shadows, the light feels cruel,

I played the saint, became the fool.

I was chasin’ love, I was chasin’ fire,

I burned his heart for my own desire.

Now I’m cold, and the web is spun,

Oh my God, what have I done?

I wanna tell him, clear the air,

Lay my heart out, leave secrets bare.

But I’m too scared that he’ll walk away,

So I bow my head and choose to pray.

Forgive this heart that lost its way,

Teach me how to face the day.

Don’t let this sin define my name,

Wash me clean, though I bear the stain.

I was chasin’ love, I was chasin’ fire,

I burned his heart for my own desire.

Now I’m on my knees, the damage done,

Oh my God, what have I done?

The house is still, the night is black,

Please, sweet Jesus, take me back.

My knees hit the floor, from myself I cannot run,

Oh my God, what have I done?