I Don’t Know What to Do

[Intro]



[Pre-Intro]





Intro (soft)

I never wanted to stand here…
but now I’m here.

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Verse 1

Everything’s falling apart, I can barely stand,
Apartment full of tension, no one talks, no hand.
She says I’m the reason – I hear just that word,
Feel like a villain, but I haven’t fled the world.

I love you, I hide, scared I’ll lose,
Twisted the truth, just to hold us from bruising.
Every little lie was a crack in the ground,
Now I’m standing in the dust of what love once found.

My son wants to move – swallow this pain,
Am I enough as a father, or just a heart in chains?
I wanted to fight, till my last breath’s gone,
Now I feel empty, like I can’t hold on.

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Hook

I don’t know what to do,
my mind is loud, my heart feels bare.
I never wanted to lose you,
but this is happening here.

I don’t know what to do,
but giving up’s not my way.
Even if I’m on the ground –
I’ll get back up today.

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Verse 2 (faster)

Ticking thoughts, no pause in my head,
Regret echoes, hits me like lead.
“Why did you lie?” – because I was scared, man,
Scared to lose you before I even can.

I wanted to look strong, show no weakness at all,
But strength without truth makes a love fall.
I made mistakes – yeah, I own them, you see,
But I never lacked love – believe me.

My little star in the sky, I stare at the night,
Wonder if I did right as a dad, tried with all my might.
I tell Lisa up there, Papa is learning anew,
From a man full of fear to a man who’s true.

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Hook

I don’t know what to do,
but I won’t give up now.
My son should see:
His father stands somehow.

I don’t know what to do,
but I’m still standing here.
Maybe I fell down –
But I won’t stay here.

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Outro (soft, emotional)

I can’t take anymore –
but I still want to be more.
Not perfect.
Just real.

Maybe I lost a lot.
But I won’t lose myself.

[Male Vocal]



[Chorus]


Verse 3 (aggressiv)

I ran through lies like fire in my veins,
tried to hold us up, but all I did was pain.
Every word I twisted, every secret I kept,
now the weight of my actions is tearing me, yep.

Heart racing, mind spinning, can’t breathe, can’t see,
I pushed you away while I screamed internally.
I’m a soldier of fear, trapped in my own war,
love meant to protect, but I broke the core.

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Verse 4 (aggressiv, emotional end)

I can’t undo the nights, the tears, the fights,
I’ve been blind in the dark, now I’m bleeding lights.
I should’ve been honest, should’ve faced the truth,
instead I’m drowning in the echo of my youth.

I rage against myself, my hands tied in chains,
every step I take just fuels the pains.
But hear me now – my heart still screams your name,
I’ll fight through hell itself, I’ll never be the same


[Male Vocal]




[Outro]

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