(Intro – a cappella, quasi parlato)
I don’t miss you
I miss who I was
before I learned better
Verse 1 (acoustic guitar soft):
I used to overthink my words
like they’d change the outcome
used to soften every edge
so I wouldn’t scare someone
I folded myself carefully
between your expectations
called it love, called it patience
it was just negotiation
You never asked me to disappear
I just did it on my own
funny how I felt alone with you
now I don’t, being alone
(short pause – guitar stops)
Pre-Chorus (a cappella):
I’m not bitter, I’m awake
there’s a difference, I swear
I don’t ache, I just remember
and I breathe through it
Chorus (guitar back in, simple):
I’m still standing quiet
not loud, not broken down
I don’t need to be desired
to feel solid now
I don’t replay conversations
I don’t wish you stayed
I’m still standing quiet
and that’s the bravest I’ve ever been
Verse 2 (acoustic, a bit more rhythm):
I don’t romanticize the pain
like it made me deeper
I grew up when I stopped pretending
that suffering was sweeter
I don’t flinch when your name comes up
it just sounds like a chapter
closed without a plot twist
just a natural ending after
I learned that love doesn’t mean
losing volume or tone
if I have to disappear to be chosen
I’d rather stay unknown
(pause – finger snap or breath)
Pre-Chorus 2 (soft, spoken-sung):
I don’t hate you
I just don’t orbit you anymore
Chorus (slightly stronger):
I’m still standing quiet
not loud, not broken down
I don’t need to be desired
to feel solid now
I don’t replay conversations
I don’t wish you stayed
I’m still standing quiet
and that’s the bravest I’ve ever been
Bridge (a cappella – important):
I used to think peace was boring
now I know it’s rare
I don’t chase intensity anymore
I choose what’s fair
If someone loves me softly
they won’t ask me to shrink
I don’t need fireworks to feel alive
I need room to think
(soft guitar comes back)
Final Chorus (intimate, controlled):
I’m still standing quiet
heart steady, feet on ground
I don’t need to be wanted
to know my worth now
If love comes, it comes gently
if not, I’m still okay
I’m still standing quiet
and I like myself this way
Outro (a cappella whisper):
Not lonely
just finally listening to myself