Friends With Benefits

something about you makes my stomach flutter

but i get so nervous knowing that around you i stutter

every time your name pops up in my phone

i get the thought that maybe i won’t be so alone

when i don’t hear from you i get sad and depressed

i don’t want to seem crazy as hell or stressed

i’ve felt this feeling one other time

but the person was never actually mine

i don’t even have the words to say

but you’re on my mind every single fuckin day

my heart yearns at the thought of you

but i’m so sad and all i can think of is the color blue

i try to be patient and as understanding as i can

but every time i think of you i just want to text you man

it’s so hard to deal with feelings from a distance

but all i ask is that you try and be consistent

i’m sitting here writing this with tears from my eyes

and i’m also praying that you never tell me lies

anxiety: it’s such a bitch to ever deal with

but the thought of you and i seems like a myth

i don’t even have the words to say

but you’re on my mind every single fuckin day

my heart yearns at the thought of you

but i’m so sad and all i can think of is the color blue

i don’t feel it’s right, to ever use the L word

but i can help but feel love and it’s absurd

you mean more to me than you could ever comprehend

i get so scared to share my feelings and never make amends

The though of you fucks me up,

As time goes on though, i get tough

I can't let you have this hold on me

But i now know, i love you baby

i don’t even have the words to say

but you’re on my mind every single fuckin day

my heart yearns at the thought of you

but i’m so sad and all i can think of is the color blue