Verse 1
Here I go again, questioning my choices,
Why do I always do this to myself?
Feels like I’ll never get this right,
‘Cause it always ends up the same way in my life.
Everyone sees my smile, they think it’s all okay,
But I just wish they could see my pain.
I always make the wrong choice,
But still, I tell myself, it’s going to be okay.
Chorus
I wish that someone could see
What all of this is doing to me.
“It’ll be okay,” is what I always have to say.
I wipe my eyes from the tears I hide,
Dust myself off, stand tall with pride.
Put that smile on my face, make everyone’s day,
And take it one step at a time.
Verse 2
I’ll heal again—it’ll feel like just a bad dream.
I always make the wrong choice,
But still tell myself, it’s going to be okay.
I wish that someone could see
What all this is doing to me.
“It’ll be okay,” is what I always have to say.
Verse 3
I take my dog for a walk, let the breeze hit my face,
Now I know I’m almost back in the right place.
As I pack to start over again, to get out of my head,
This will bring me back to my happy place.
That’s where the world feels right,
I hold on tight, knowing this will change my life.
I look at the door—I know I need to open it and find my way.
Chorus (Repeat)
I always make the wrong choice,
But still tell myself, it’s going to be okay.
I wish that someone could see
What all this is doing to me.
“It’ll be okay,” is what I always have to say.
Bridge
As I walk away, I can now say, I’m finding me again.
The shame I feel—yeah, everyone knows where I’ve been.
But I hold my head up high, I won’t start to cry.
I’m at peace with myself and what I’ve decided.
I found my place again—oh, how amazing it will be,
Because I’m finally going back to me.
Yeah, I’m finally…
Going back to me.