Somewhere in between

I’ve been somewhere in the middle lately

Not who I was, not who I’m meant to be

Tryna find a version I can recognize…

But it keeps changing

I say I’m fine, but I don’t believe it

Some days I talk, some days I don’t mean it

Looking in the mirror like I lost the lines…

That used to guide me

Every step feels like a guess right now

Like I’m walking with my eyes closed somehow

I’m somewhere between who I was and who I’ll be… (beeee)

Somewhere between letting go and holding on to me

Every road I take don’t feel like home… (hoooome)

But I’m still walking, I’m not gone

I’m somewhere between

I tried changing just to feel something

Different sound, different ways of becoming

But the more I chase what I’m supposed to be…

The less I feel it

I miss the way it used to come out easy

No second guessing, just saying what’s in me

Now I overthink every melody…

Like I’m losing it

Maybe I don’t need to figure it out

Maybe I just need to say it out loud

I’m somewhere between who I was and who I’ll be… (beeee)

Somewhere between letting go and holding on to me

Every road I take don’t feel like home… (hoooome)

But I’m still walking, I’m not gone

I’m somewhere between

If I’m lost… then I’m not alone…

Just means I ain’t found where I belong

And maybe that’s okay for now…

I’m somewhere between who I was and who I’ll be

But I’m closer than I’ve ever been to something real in me

Every road I take might not feel like home

But I’m still walking… I’m not gone

I’m somewhere between