Pressure

Some much pressure on my like it’s like the gravity on my back, so much pressure in my life. it’s like I just can’t get it right.

Sometimes I feel like I carry the weight of regret

Survivor's remorse, the worst kind to forget

Friends gone silent, locked behind the bars

Or lost to the darkness, tended to the scars, I remember we use to get money together, I remember we use to whip cars together, I remember we use to run through broads together, hurt me to my soul to get crossed by my brother! It’s a shame we can talk this through, and all the things me and you been through, you a hoe, yea you a hoe!!

Hard to trust, when the tides pull you under

Fake smiles around, like a constant thunder

They’re crabs in the bucket, pulling me down

Watch my back, hear the silent sounds (thunder)

Can’t catch a break in this world so cold

Trust is a story that’s already told

Fakes and masks, they’re playing their part

Fighting these demons, deep in my heart

Underneath the surface, I’m fighting my fears

Loneliness echoes, the pain appears

But I’ll keep walking, with no fear,I won’t fall apart

Trying to mend this fragile heart

Survivor’s remorse, it’s a heavy load

But I’ll find my way, carry my own road

Lost friends, old ghosts, I’ll leave behind

Seeking the peace I desperately seek to find