It's always been the same shit
Something I was raised with
This place full of violence and hatred I swear
1 hate this
Losing all my friends to drugs money and gang shit
Killing our community I would if I could change it
lon see a therapist so I put all my feelings onto paper
He want all the smoke we give that boy little taper
Promised to my mama ima do it ima make it
U just sitting back and watching while I'm down n out
So when I make it to the top don't act like u did the most
when I'm swerving in that Bentley with a monclear coat
Ima act like ion know u do the same shit bro
Cause I'm so dedicated
Wanna tell my mama that I really made it
Family life got issues I swear it's complicated
I was never the fastest I was never the smartest,
One thing I know my life was always the hardest,
My ppl was always there t uh hey really took me the farthest,
I appreciate the pain cuz it turned me into an artist
Gotta get it regardless,
Found the light in the darkness
They don't like it when I say this but I can really say I was heartless
Came to terms with my feelings so the process can start healin
I know I'm down rn but I'll be up god willin' I still go and light up the blunt so I can stop feeling
They killed my aunty kathlynn wish they would stop killin'
Wish they would stop killin
And my pops always drunk wish he would stop sippin,
Will I ever kill an enemy
Cos lately I'm not feeling like an essesence
So if you ever feel the same like you be trapped inside ya
brain n your about to go insane then you can call me instead
Stay true
Even when the odds be in your favor Good or bad society going blame you
So Stay true
The road is always longer when it's honest
Flashy life run you down like a state troop
So stay true
The only thing you have out in these streets Is your words don't you ever go and change
view
So true
Everybody else living dishonest
Never judge it could always become you