LOSE IT ALL
Intro
Yeah…
Whole house quiet
but my head won’t stop
Bought you everything
still couldn’t buy the truth
Verse 1
You been sleeping on the edge lately
phone turned down when I walk in
I kept asking what was wrong
you kept saying, “Nothing”
So I tried harder
Bentley sitting out front
new bag on the counter
Flowers every other week
just to see you smile for an hour
I told everybody you were solid
stood on your name like mine
Meanwhile you and my own partner
were finding ways to steal time
That’s the part that got me sick
Not just who you chose
but how you came home after
Laid beside me
kissed my face
Like I wasn’t sleeping next to an actor
Pre-Chorus
And I should hate you
God knows I tried
But every time I picture leaving
I see our whole life
Chorus
Now I’m ready to lose it all
house, cars, money on the wall
None of it means anything
when I can’t reach you at all
I would’ve died for you
that’s what makes this hard
You broke me with somebody
I trusted with my heart
I still love you
and I hate that I do
Part of me wants to forget
part of me still runs to you
Now I’m standing in the life we built
feeling like it’s not mine
Ready to lose it all tonight
just to leave this pain behind
Verse 2
I keep seeing you in that white dress
your mama crying in the first row
My hands shaking at the altar
when I promised I would never let go
Family pictures in the hallway
kids laughing in the yard
Sunday mornings in the kitchen
you dancing while I played that song
Damn
How did all that turn into
passwords, lies, and closed doors?
How you let another man touch
what I came home working for?
And it wasn’t some stranger
that would’ve hurt less
It was somebody at my table
somebody I called family
Now every deal we ever made
every late-night business call
Got me wondering how long
I was the only fool involved
Pre-Chorus
I should throw your things outside
Change the locks
change my life
But your side of the bed still looks
like you might come back tonight
Chorus
Now I’m ready to lose it all
house, cars, money on the wall
None of it means anything
when I can’t reach you at all
I would’ve died for you
that’s what makes this hard
You broke me with somebody
I trusted with my heart
I still love you
and I hate that I do
Part of me wants to forget
part of me still runs to you
Now I’m standing in the life we built
feeling like it’s not mine
Ready to lose it all tonight
just to leave this pain behind
Bridge
Tell me, was I missing something?
Was I working too much?
Did you stop loving me slowly
or did you never love me enough?
Don’t say it was a mistake
A mistake don’t hide for months
A mistake don’t know my schedule
A mistake don’t clean up once
Oh, I gave you my last name
Gave you every safe place
and you made me look stupid
Right inside my own space
Still…
I keep reaching for your number
then I throw the phone down
’Cause I know hearing your voice
would probably make me turn around
Breakdown
Maybe I shou
