4:20 (Can’t Let Go)

4-20 in the morning,

Finally here with you, but all your kisses laced with poison,

How did I get here when I have all these other choices?

Finally bit the apple, now I’m woke and hearing voices.

I don’t know, but I been seeing nooooooow-,

You play me like an instrument and it’s too late to think about,

Options,-I don’t wanna leave you- but I think I need to stop this,

I can’t- I know you don’t want me but you top ten,

I been, losing focus everyday I’m clocked in.

(But still I’m thinking liiiiiiiiike-)-

Why do I stay - when I know you don’t love me?

Why do I crave - what I know it’s gon’ get ugly?

You say it’s nothin’—but the silence be loud,

And I still pull up anyway, girl, I’m way too proud…

I just want peace - when I’m layin’ you down,

But we just repeat what we can’t talk abouttt-…

I admit it-I admit it, I know I been moving reckless,

Out here making plans like I’m another on her checklist,

I did everything I know, still it’s hard for me to accept this.

I knoooow-

I shoulda kept it player, shoulda tightened up,

Feelings and emotions only seem to keep my fire up,

Even though im disappointed, shoulda kept my blinders up,

(I Fucked uuuuuuuuuuup)-

I couldn’t blame you-it’s what it is,

Knowing I’m the one who chose to give in,

(Yeah-)-Iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii’m-,

Why do I stay when I know you don’t love me?

Why do I crave what I know gon’ get ugly?

You say it’s nothin’—but the silence be loud,

And I still pull up, girl, I’m way too proud…

I just want peace when I’m layin’ you down,

But we just repeat what we can’t talk about…