Voicemails

Why don’t you admit that you’re mines-

The one on my mind (you)

Complicating things, this shit can’t happen all the—tiiiiiime

Even when you did me wrong, I’d still act like I was fine

This happens every time. (Aye-)

Girl you heart(less)

I know I ignored all of the signs here—regardless.

Everytime you told me that you loved me-it was fraudulent.

I can’t—

Keep pretendin’ like I’m good with how it’s goin’

Playin’ therapist and lover, when I’m barely even copin’

I did.

I gave you all my secrets, you gave me mixed emotions

Now I’m pourin’ liquor like it’s lotion for my soul and—

(You-)

You ain’t even flinch when I was breakin’ down in silence

You just watched me bleed, then blamed me for all the violence

Tried to save us both, but you was rootin’ for the crisis

Now I’m up at 3AM deletin’ all your liked pics

But to be fair—

I ain’t been innocent either, I just cared too much

Tryna fix what’s broken in you while I ain’t even really healed enough

Now I’m fallin’ out of love, but I still feel so deep in touch

Every time you come around, I feel like—

Why can’t you admit that you mine?

Why I gotta wait for your time?

Why I feel like I’m the villain when I’m just tryna do right?

Why your love feel like a crime?

Got me second guessin’ signs…

I don’t wanna fall again—

But you make it hard to climb (yeah)

Girl, I was ten toes down, you was barely even two

You was playin’ dress-up, I was buildin’ somethin’ true

Had me movin’ different—like I’m scared to love anew

Now I question every queen, all because I trusted you (damn)

I used to daydream ‘bout a ring and a crib

Now I day-drink just to numb what you did

Sayin’ I was trippin’, gaslightin’ me again

But I got receipts that could end all your friends—

(Yeah, yeah)

Now I see your whole disguise

Tears dried up, and so did the lies

You only hit my phone when your new one ain’t reply

I can’t even lie… (I still let it slide)

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Now I’m ghostin’

Left on read, I ain’t foldin’

You be lurkin’ my page like you own it

Missin’ all the things that I showed you

Girl, you ain’t low, you known for exposin’

My peace of mind ain’t up for foreclosure

This time around—I’m colder

Yeah, heart got a chip on the shoulder

You lost a real one, hold that

Matter fact—don’t call back, I told ya—

But to be fair—

I ain’t been innocent either, I just cared too much

Tryna fix what’s broken in you while I ain’t even really healed enough

Now I’m fallin’ out of love, but I still feel so deep in touch

Every time you come around, I feel like—

Why can’t you admit you mine?

(You doin’ all this lyin’, yeah…)

Why I gotta beg for time?

(Like I’m not the one you cry to at night…)

Why I feel like I’m the villain when I’m just tryna do right?

(I was fightin’ for you…you was fightin’ in spite)

Why your love feel like a crime?

(Like I’m payin’ for somethin’ I ain’t even do…)

All because of-YOU-