[Verse 1]
I button the collar, answer on time
Keep every feeling inside the lines
I know how to listen, I know how to leave
I make a clean room where my heart should be
[Pre-Chorus]
But when you look at me without asking why
Something unsteady starts to come alive
[Chorus]
I want love and lust without leaving a bruise
A door I can open, a body I can choose
I’m afraid of the wanting, afraid of the fall
But I’m tired of being unreachable to all
If I move slowly, will you stay close?
I’m learning what tenderness knows
[Verse 2]
I’ve mistaken control for being grown
Called every lonely night a night of my own
I don’t want a promise I cannot defend
I want a beginning that doesn’t pretend
[Pre-Chorus]
So if I go quiet, don’t call it goodbye
I’m just meeting the man I kept out of my life
[Chorus]
I want love and lust without leaving a bruise
A door I can open, a body I can choose
I’m afraid of the wanting, afraid of the fall
But I’m tired of being unreachable to all
If I move slowly, will you stay close?
I’m learning what tenderness knows
[Bridge]
Let me be honest before I touch your hand
I don’t have a map, but I want to understand
No games, no taking more than you give
Tell me your limits, and let me live
[Final Chorus]
I want love and lust, and the courage to say
What I need in the dark and the light of the day
I can hold my desire without making it yours
I can open the lock, I can loosen the door
If we move slowly, I’ll meet you halfway
No borrowed lines, no role to play
[Outro]
The collar is open, the room is still
I’m not ready for everything, but I will