Track · Feb 6, 2026 · English

Porcelain Rollercoaster

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4:35

Language

English

Lyrics

[Intro]

Teacup heartbeat

Spilling again

Candy-wrapped secrets

Sharp under the skin (oh)

[Verse 1]

Got a brain like a thrift store

Everything’s scattered in piles

Little joy in a cracked jar

Labeled “use once in a while”

I keep taping my thoughts up

With receipts from a year ago

All the bargains I made with myself

Cost more than you’ll ever know

Scroll through my moods like a playlist

Shuffle hits all the worst tracks

Every smile is a screen glitch

Every hug has a collapse

You say

“breathe

It’s a bad night”

I say

“breathe

This is baseline”

You get dizzy from the low tide

I’ve been drowning my whole life

[Pre-Chorus]

I’m a funhouse mirror

Baby

All your love comes out warped on me

You keep shining like it’s daytime

Inside my midnight movie

[Chorus]

I’m a porcelain rollercoaster

High then breaking on the floor

Laughing while the colors smear

Crying in the bathroom door

Ride me till the paint chips off

I’ll say “I’m fine” and mean “I’m not”

I’m a porcelain rollercoaster

Click-clack heart

Then sudden drop

[Verse 2]

Got a mind like a speedrun

Skipping cutscenes

Missing clues

Turn my phone to an offramp

Still take the scenic doom

Turn my pills into planets

Line them up by the sink

Orbit slow round the “what if”

Till I forget how to blink

Turn my fears into soap foam

Stack them high

Watch them tower

Every bubble a faint “no”

Floating up

Losing power

You say

“love

You’re dramatic”

I say

“love

I’m just loud pain”

You see thunder as a warning

I’ve been living in the rain

[Pre-Chorus]

I’m a check engine light

Baby

Glowing red

Then going dim

You keep driving through the backroads

I keep stalling deep within

[Chorus]

I’m a porcelain rollercoaster

High then breaking on the floor

Laughing while the colors smear

Crying in the bathroom door

Ride me till the paint chips off

I’ll say “I’m fine” and mean “I’m not”

I’m a porcelain rollercoaster

Click-clack heart

Then sudden drop

[Post-Chorus]

Up fast

Down slow

Can’t tell you which way I’ll go

Hold tight

Let go

I’m the bruise under your glow (hey)

[Verse 3]

Got a soul like a mixtape

Every track from a different life

Tiny choir in a tin can

Singing “maybe you’ll be alright”

I keep folding my bad days

Into cranes for the windowpane

When they finally learn flying

Hope they carry off my shame

Turn my rage into roadside

Wildflowers nobody picked

Bloom and wilt in a looped sky

Petals fall

Then they re-stick

You say

“baby

You’re endless”

I say

“yeah

That’s half the scare”

If I feel this much forever

Will there be anything spare?

[Pre-Chorus]

I’m a carnival at midnight

Lights too bright for how I ache

You buy tickets for my chaos

Then act stunned I start to shake

[Chorus]

I’m a porcelain rollercoaster

High then breaking on the floor

Laughing while the colors smear

Crying in the bathroom door

Ride me till the paint chips off

I’ll say “I’m fine” and mean “I’m not”

I’m a porcelain rollercoaster

Click-clack heart

Then sudden drop

[Bridge]

Fast lane halo

Wobbling over my head

Saint of almost

Patron of unmade beds

I make promises in cursive

They all blur when I run

Turn apologies to confetti

Rain them down

Then call it fun (oh yeah)

I’m the punchline at the party

Telling jokes in borrowed teeth

Everyone says I’m the sunshine

They don’t see the burnt-out street

I’m the caption on the breakdown

That

Style

pophyper-melodic alt-pop with splashes of emo rap and y2k r&b; male vocals dancing between rapid-firealmost spoken cadences and soaringheld-out hooks. verses ride a stuttering drum groove with nimble bass and detuned synth bells; choruses bloom into wide padsside-chained keysand stacked harmonies. occasional halftime switch-upsglitchy vocal chopsand filtered breakdowns keep the energy flipping between frantic and tender while the topline stays hooky and singable.slownostalgicpoetic

Prompt

Style fun catchy emotive vocals, poetic lyrics, intricate melodies.elements of various genres to create a sound innovative and nostalgic. mentally ill in metaphors, catchy, long song fast slow tempo

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SarasBananaBoat

GeneratedFeb 6, 2026

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