Track · Apr 1, 2026 · English

Front Row to Your Life

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4:29

Language

English

Lyrics

[Verse 1]

You said

“Text me when you’re home”

Now I’m staring at my phone

Blue dots

No dots

Last seen

Gone

Scroll your friends list all night long

Check the stories

Check the tags

Zoom on faces

Zoom on hands

Why’s that dude there in the back?

Heart beating like an attack

[Pre-Chorus]

I know it’s twisted

I know it’s sick

Tell myself

“Stop

” but I double-click

I should be asking how your day went

I’m too busy tracking every statement

[Chorus]

I’m in the front row to your life

But I don’t look you in the eyes

Got tickets to your every move

But I never ask the truth

I’m so obsessed with where you are

I keep missing who you are

Yeah

I’m your boyfriend on paper

But I’m just a stranger

A stranger

To your heart

[Verse 2]

You laugh at something on your screen

I freeze

Replay the little scene

“Who’s that?” slips out before I think

You say

“Relax

It’s just a meme”

You talk about your work

Your boss

I nod

But really I’m still lost

Stuck on some comment that you liked

Your voice fades into the white

[Pre-Chorus]

I know it’s poison

I drink it slow

Telling myself it’s love

What a joke

I should be holding you when you’re shaking

I’m too busy checking who you’re chasing

[Chorus]

I’m in the front row to your life

But I don’t look you in the eyes

Got tickets to your every move

But I never ask the truth

I’m so obsessed with where you are

I keep missing who you are

Yeah

I’m your boyfriend on paper

But I’m just a stranger

A stranger

To your heart

[Verse 3]

Your mother called

You stepped outside

I watched you pace

I watched you cry

I didn’t move

Just analyzed

Who made you hurt

Not asking why

You came back in with swollen eyes

Said

“Hold me

Please

” in this small voice

I pulled you close

But in my mind

I pictured names

I pictured lies

[Pre-Chorus]

I call it caring

I call it truth

It’s just control dressed up in youth

You need someone who hears you shaking

I’m just here to stop you breaking… rules

[Chorus]

I’m in the front row to your life

But I don’t look you in the eyes

Got tickets to your every move

But I never ask the truth

I’m so obsessed with where you are

I keep missing who you are

Yeah

I’m your boyfriend on paper

But I’m just a stranger

A stranger

To your heart

[Bridge]

[Beat drops out

Whispered vocal]

Refresh

Refresh again (again)

Lose you a little with every spin

Every question that I never ask

Every feeling that I scroll right past

[Build]

I see your shadow slip from mine

You turn the volume up this time

Say

“Love isn’t keeping tabs

Love is asking where I’m at”

[Chorus]

I’ve been in the front row to your life

Never really by your side

Had tickets to your every move

But I never learned the truth

I was obsessed with where you are

I kept missing who you are

Yeah

I’m your boyfriend on paper

Just a stranger

A stranger

To your heart

[Outro]

You’re right here

Breathing in my bed

I’m right here

Trapped inside my head

If this is love

It’s coming apart

I watched your life

But I never watched your heart

Style

moody alt-pop with male vocalsclose-mic’d and intimate. verses ride a pulsing bass and dusty drum groovesmall and controlled; pre-chorus adds tense synth pads and ticking percussion. chorus widens with distorted guitarsstacked harmoniesand a biganxious hook. bridge drops to filtered vocal and minimal keysthen slams back in for a finaldesperate chorus.

Prompt

A song about an obsessed bf. He is infatuated with her but he puts all his energy in looking into what she’s doing and who she’s with instead of truly caring about her. (Longer song)

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Prompt by

SarasBananaBoat

GeneratedApr 1, 2026

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