[Verse 1]
We used to be best friends
Shared the same jokes
Same worn hoodie
Same heavy hopes
Now you’re a ghost town
In every room
I read your silence
Like it’s all my fault
[Pre-Chorus]
You look through me
Like I’m see-through glass
I replay that summer
But it doesn’t land
[Chorus]
I’ve been chasing loneliness
Running in circles
Wearing out my chest
You say I broke us
Maybe that’s true
But I can’t even feel it
Can’t feel you
I’ve been chasing loneliness
Holding onto air where your hand once rested
If you blame me
I get it
I do
I just can’t feel anything
Not even losing you
[Verse 2]
Photos on the fridge
Curl at the edge
You blink mid-laughter
I blink back dread
You talk in half-words
Eyes on your phone
I talk in weather
So I stay unknown
[Pre-Chorus]
Did I freeze up
Just to stay intact?
Did I build these walls
So I don’t react?
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Maybe this is how
My heart protects my head
Numb is just another way
To play dead
If I wake up someday
And all this hits at once
Will there still be space
In the life you’ve begun?
[Chorus]