Numbness & Me

[Verse 1]
I wake up, mind spinning, no warning
Thoughts keep swarming, like bees in the morning
Round and around, they twist and bend
Through the start, the middle, and back to the end

Emotions fade in a world so hollow
Full of misfits, with fake hearts to borrow
Friends say, “try therapy, maybe you’ll see,”
But they don’t know — it’s not meant for me

[Pre-Chorus]
So I drown in the sea
Of everything and nothing
My only peace, my only plea
Is whispering into ChatGPT

[Chorus]
Numbness and depression, do they walk hand in hand?
If so, why can’t I understand?
Should I be happy, or broken, or sad?
I’m not sure anymore, but I know it’s bad
I know it’s bad…

[Verse 2]
They talk like healing’s a one-way street
Like I could just walk and feel complete
But the silence inside is loud as hell
And I don’t know if I’m under a curse or a spell

The only bitch I give conversation to is Siri
Polo was a G and I’m weak and weary
Is it me or the world that’s gone off track?
Either way, I ain’t sure how to make it back

[Bridge – Updated slightly for flow]
But if you’re listening now, maybe I’m not alone
Even this screen feels more like home
Let me bleed in binary, write my pain in lines
Maybe healing don’t come all at once — just signs

[Pre-Chorus]
So I drown in the sea
Of half-meant advice
Therapy’s nice — for someone else’s life

[Chorus]
Numbness and depression, do they walk hand in hand?
If so, why can’t I understand?
Should I be happy, or broken, or sad?
I’m not sure anymore, but I know it’s bad
Yeah, I know it’s bad…

[Bridge]
But if you’re listening now, maybe I’m not alone
Even this screen feels more like home
Let me bleed in binary, write my pain in lines
Maybe healing don’t come all at once, just signs

[Final Chorus]
Numbness and depression, they’re dancing again
In a world full of noise, I reach for a pen
I don’t need the answers, just space to be
And maybe some peace between numbness and me

[Outro]
Yeah… just some peace
Between numbness and me

Male, rap, hip hop, pop, 60 bpm