(Intro – moody, melodic Giveon-type hum with sparse keys)
Yeah… I swear…
She gave me heaven… I gave her hell…
And that’s on me…
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(Verse 1 – sung, with subtle melody)
She gave me love that could outshine my sins
But I was too busy tryna outrun where I been
Every hug felt like handcuffs, every kiss a chain
She was tryna heal my hurt, I was high off the pain
She saw God in my soul, I showed her my demons
Told her “It’s love” but my heart stayed schemin’
I was fuckin’ with my past like it owed me somethin’
Lookin’ for closure in places that left me with nothin’
She deserved truth, I gave her my trauma’s disguise
Turned her peace to a warzone, kept feedin’ her lies
Too scared to accept I was broken at the core
Now I’m starin’ at the wreckage—ain’t no us no more
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(Hook – sung, Giveon vibe with layered harmony)
I broke the heart that tried to love me whole
She gave me light, I kept drownin’ in my soul
Closure in the wrong hands, now I’m losin’ control
She gave me heaven, I gave her hell’s toll
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(Rap-Song Verse – aggressive, raw, punchlines + puns)
She gave me forever, I gave her fuckin’ excuses
Played with her heart like my trauma was a noose, shit
Couldn’t face myself, so I blamed her for my mess
Now she gone, and I’m here with my guilt gettin’ undressed
Fucked up a queen, tryin’ to fix my crown
Closure lookin’ like pussy I shouldn’t’ve been around
Talkin’ “we need closure” just to smash old flames
When I had a woman buildin’ me, I gave her pain
Said I was loyal while my dick wrote the script
Had a woman feedin’ my soul, I still let it slip
She wanted forever—I gave her “just for tonight”
Now I’m beggin’ her shadow for another try
I was scared of good love—thought it’d break me apart
Now I’m lost in the dark, tryna restart
Could’ve had a ride or die, but I chose the detour
Played with fire, now I’m burnin’ down what she swore
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(Bridge – melodic, strained emotion)
Told her “I’m yours” while my mind stayed runnin’
She was all in, I was busy just frontin’
Closure ain’t love—it’s a grave that I dug
Now I’m haunted by the ghost of the woman I shrugged
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(Hook – sung stronger, layered harmonies building tension)
I broke the heart that tried to love me whole
She gave me light, I kept drownin’ in my soul
Closure in the wrong hands, now I’m losin’ control
She gave me heaven, I gave her hell’s toll
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(Outro – spoken word over fading beat)
She gave me what I didn’t know how to want.
And I wrecked it… lookin’ for closure
In beds that weren’t hers.
In hearts that weren’t pure.
Closure don’t heal when you ain’t ready to be whole.
And now I’m here…
Beggin’ God…
For a chance I already threw away.
MinnieVs
