WHY BOTHER

These feelings I hide

deep inside

I try and find

The reason why

This knot

Tied tight

Not able to move

In the end

I lose

Years in the past (past)

Thinking I was on top

How long would it last (last)

Like a lit up tree

In the middle of the forest (lost)

Feeling so free

But you never cared (right)

You just said you were scared

You did me wrong (yea)

But told me I wasn’t fair

Reason I’m writing this song (yea)

Dragging me along

Do I try (yea)

Or do I ignore (no)

Every time I see hope (cover my eyes)

I sweat nervously (inside)

Being naively

Your annoying

So why struggle (yea)

Why even care

Why try (right)

Why be fair

Why even

(uuuggghhh)

(Tsk)

BOTHER

WHY BOTHER

Said we were forever (lier)

Always together

This lasting theme (yea)

Terrors of a fever dream

Leaving me to bleed (bleed)

No substance

Nothing to feed (starve)

So please just leave

Leave me alone (please)

You wanted it to be easy

I tried my best (yea)

But you caved

Under the pressure (crack)

Of love and care

Looking at me like

A strangers glare (oh how)

I hate that stare

Burning a hole in me

How do you even breathe (I don’t)

Being crushed by my care

You used to be elegant (beauty)

Like a beautiful mare

Looking at the stars (shining)

Making your wish

Constantly raising the bar (haha)

I had happy in kind

Always rehearsing

My perfect line

To make you happy

To keep you mine

But I guess it doesn’t matter now

You went on a hunt

Looking and scouting

Something wanting to be found

So why struggle

Why even care

Why try

Why be fair

Why even

BOTHER

WHY BOTHER

Ooooooooohhhhhhhh

WHY EVEN BOTHER

You lost that part of yourself

That used to be gentle

Now your just

FUCKIN MENTAL

AAAAAAHHHHHHH

I CANT BELIVE I USED TO LOVE

A WOMAN LIKE YOU

SO NASTY SO MEAN

SWEATING AND SHAKING

LIKE A FIEN

YOUR KILLING ME

Deep inside this feeling

No repair

Missing the tools

No bolts, no screws

Making the winner loose

Looking in the mirror

With that red nose

Like a fool

These scars are deep within

Driving the nail

Showing your ugly and dry

Scales

Taking your staff of hate and pain

Impaled

Through the the heart

This toxic love

It’s intoxicating

Professional rage bating

To late to fix

Get away

Fuck your kiss

What I see is hideous

Lost in the glamour

Thinking I was enamored

It’s crazy

Isn’t it

How love can just die

How the one that birthed it

Can be the one that

Murdered it

But whatever

Fuck it

Just fuck it

Ggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Aaaaahhhhhhh

JUST FUCK

IT

Yea

Uuuuuuggggghhhhh

WHY EVEN BOTHER

B B

B B

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BOTHER

These feelings I hide

deep inside

I try and find

The reason why

This knot

Tied tight

Not able to move

In the end

I lose

So

Why bother