[Intro]
Caught in the spin again, lost in the noise
Seems every damn time, I just want out
But I’m stuck on repeat, breaking my mind
Tired of these ghosts, make ’em shut the fuck up
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[Verse 1]
Thought I found some clarity, a flicker of hope
But it’s just a goddamn mirage I chase and cope
Words get tangled, meaning lost in translation
Frustration’s a bitch, feeding my damn damnation
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[Pre-Chorus]
I try to speak, but the silence screams louder
Each moment’s a battle, I’m losing power
Caught between what I feel and what I say
Drowning in doubt, wishing I could walk away
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[Chorus]
Spin me around, this circle’s fucking endless
Heart in pieces, feeling so defenseless
Clarity’s a lie I keep bloody chasing
In this storm, I’m just fucking waiting
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[Verse 2]
Memories like knives, stabbing through my skin
Pretending I’m fine, but I’m buried deep within
Toxic patterns, they’re licking at my heels
Struggling to breathe, tell me what’s real?
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[Pre-Chorus]
I try to speak, but the silence screams louder
Each moment’s a battle, I’m losing power
Caught between what I feel and what I say
Drowning in doubt, wishing I could walk away
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[Chorus]
Spin me around, this circle’s fucking endless
Heart in pieces, feeling so defenseless
Clarity’s a lie I keep bloody chasing
In this storm, I’m just fucking waiting
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[Verse 3]
Running in circles, same scars, same pain
Different day, but it’s all the same rain
I reach for peace but it slips through my hands
Like I’m trapped in a loop I don’t understand
Voices keep echoing, tearing me down
Lost in the static, I’m starting to drown
Try to rebuild but it all falls apart
Every reset just breaks me harder at heart
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[Bridge]
Break these chains, shatter the illusion
Fighting my demons, seeking my solution
The cycle repeats, I can’t break free
But I won’t surrender, won’t let it defeat me
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[Breakdown]
(Why can’t I breathe?) I’m choking on doubt (let me out)
(Why can’t I leave?) I’m trapped in it now (stuck here)
(Echoes repeat!) they’re stuck in my brain (too loud)
(Driving me insane!) I’m losing my way (fade out)
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[Outro]
Spinning in doubt, lost in the abyss
Searching for answers in this chaos I miss
But maybe someday, I’ll find my way
Until then, I’ll stay lost in the fray
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[Outro Extension]
Still hear the voices when everything’s quiet
Fighting myself, and I can’t even hide it
Every reflection feels broken and bent
Like I’m stuck in a war that was never meant
But deep in the noise, there’s a spark I can feel
A piece of myself that’s starting to heal
So even if I’m still lost in the spin
I swear one day… I’ll break out of it
MalikKingston
