Rising from ashes double of love

I’ve always felt lonely, all of my life

No safe harbor found, just inner strife

Not a single place, nor a person to claim

I lost all my faith, playing this game

When I thought the darkness would be my end

And that nothing good was left to spend...

​(Pre-Chorus)

Deep in the abyss, in the coldest space

I gave birth to life, my saving grace

I climbed from the shadows, with strength anew

To raise up the ones that I love—that’s you.

​(Chorus)

So I rose like a Phoenix, I vowed to rise high

Don't need anyone else, just to watch you fly

For you I would kill, for you I would die

If the world turns away, on me you rely.

And on the day I am gone, when I leave this sphere

The love that I leave will be double what was here.

​(Verse 2)

The path wasn't easy, thorns led the way

But God sent my angels to brighten the day

I took knives in my back, I endured the pain

But nothing could silence the love that I claim.

Not hunger nor sickness could knock me down

I lived on the edge, but I held my ground.

"Do or die" was the choice, I stood tall and true

My only harvest is the joy inside you.

​(Chorus)

So I rose like a Phoenix, I vowed to rise high

Don't need anyone else, just to watch you fly

For you I would kill, for you I would die

If the world turns away, on me you rely.

And on the day I am gone, when I leave this sphere

The love that I leave will be double what was here.

​(Bridge - Intense and emotional)

Anne, Shezzy, and Kennan...

You are the light that sparked in the dark

The living proof that I made my mark.

My people, my blood, my rule, my decree

I gave you my all, so you could be free.

​(Outro - Spoken Word - Soft voice)

This song I dedicate to my 3 kids

That came from the suffering times

Anne, Shezzy, and Kennan

Forever... Mom loves you.