Questioning the choices you made, and all the words spoken waking up in the bed where you lay so many promises, broken, grasping as hopes and dreams fade not the way this is supposed to be going plan for tomorrow but waste today things that won’t happen and you know it So you tossed and turned as your anger grows and burns place blame where it’s due, but don’t admit that it’s yours. The love you once knew feels far away and cursed admitting to the mirror. The problem is you and it hurts.
What if I told u breakin was buildin a king The weight on ur shoulders would give u wings The nights u spent bleedin weren’t wasted at all I was writin ur story behind evry fall Hold on a bit longer don’t let go just yet The best part is coming just not quite yet U’ll understand when the smoke finally clears U wouldn’t believe it… if I told u
Self sabotage you find yourself alone lost in the darkness. Can’t find your way home but home is where the heart is, but she stole it and it’s gone so now you soulless and heartless add one more to the losses you never won. Go to war with yourself you will always be defeated feel like a virus a cancer, a parasite, a disease and these days you have less friends just more enemies you either burn way too hot or are ice cold till they freeze
What if I told u breakin was buildin a king The weight on ur shoulders would give u wings The nights u spent bleedin weren’t wasted at all I was writin ur story behind evry fall Hold on a bit longer don’t let go just yet The best part is coming just not quite yet U’ll understand when the smoke finally clears U wouldn’t believe it… if I told u
U want it all to end but as hard as u try, the voices dont fade the flame doesnt die. Dont understand the reason ur even still alive scream what is the purpose? Hit ur knees look to the sky will it all be worth this can’t help, but ask why hear a voice clear as day to stream down ur face as u cry. Right now u wont comprehend the reason or meaning there’s no other path to explain how ur feeling feel like a fool in disguise without time love or laughter a jester without hope not knowing what you’re after How do you focus when the road is so hard tears blur ur vision cant even read your arm just broken and hopeless no confidence or arm. Evry warning. Light is on setting off all alarms headin for a collision can’t steer no radar.
What if I told u breakin was buildin a king The weight on ur shoulders would give u wings The nights u spent bleedin weren’t wasted at all I was writin ur story behind evry fall Hold on a bit longer don’t let go just yet The best part is coming just not quite yet U’ll understand when the smoke finally clears U wouldn’t believe it… if I told u….but you’ve known it for years
Evry day is gray no emotion no guidance or leed or path to be going just 1 foot then the other that Voice repeating the notion I will do something in your days you wouldn’t believe if I told you
TGB life…please just let me see the light
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