The Destination of Isolation

I sailed to my island 
Vacant, desolate, a perfect paradise 
I lost the bet but rolled the dice 
Now I’m on the run, I’m on the run 

So many months have passed 
The water lost contrast 
I arrived beaten and withered 
I gave her all I could give her 

I thought this place would be paradise 
But these plants don’t look too nice 
I never thought I’d have to sacrifice 
Everything that I’ve built in my life 

The Destination of isolation 
I’m Taking my permanent vacation 

If this is what I wanted for so long 
Then why does all of this seem so wrong? 
Life gave me an out, heard my silent shout
My wish came true, now I’m leaving you 
If this is what I wanted for so long 
Then why does all of this seem so wrong?
I can hear their voices calling my name 
Can I leave this life without feeling shame? 

So many thoughts have passed 
I tried on this new mask 
To hide what I’m feeling inside 
They mistake hatred for my pride 

Chameleon I camouflage 
My smile is just a mirage 
I can never know my secret 
I loose myself when I seek it 

The Destination of isolation 
I’m Taking my permanent vacation 

If this is what I wanted for so long 
Then why does all of this seem so wrong? 
Life gave me an out, heard my silent shout
My wish came true, now I’m leaving you 
If this is what I wanted for so long 
Then why does all of this seem so wrong?
I can hear their voices calling my name 
Can I leave this life without feeling shame? 

Like it or not I’m here to stay 
I’ll find the peace in it someday 
I just need to be strong today 
It’ll get harder but that’s okay 

If this is what I wanted for so long 
Then why does all of this seem so wrong? 
Life gave me an out, heard my silent shout
My wish came true, now I’m leaving you
To start the next chapter form a new plan 
To become a brand new me, a new man

Metalcore