jessa

i dialed my friend jessa’s number today

i saw that she hadn't replied since last sunday

i thought we were good, i swore that we were

so if something happened, it's kinda a blur

i tried reaching out to unfortunately no avail

i just wish she wasn't so secretive

and if she did come back, the ball's in my court

God please stop this feeling

why did it have to come back to this?

jessa if you're out there somewhere

stop acting like a stone cold bitch

you're so confusing one day

then you'll be in my life for a year

only to leave, you're not that sincere

tell me what happened this time, jessa

why are you hiding?

come confront me like you should

jessa, i'm onto you

i noticed she blocked me all over social media

how hilarious

well she's not one to stay true to her word

wonder what's going on in her bird sized brain

i don't know how she could be done with me after a decade

guess some people really do stay the same

cause she resorted back to her old ways

yet i'm the one she'll deemed that never changed

God please stop this feeling

why did it have to come back to this?

jessa if you're out there somewhere

stop acting like a stone cold bitch

you're so confusing one day

then you'll be in my life for a year

only to leave, you're not that sincere

tell me what happened this time, jessa

why are you hiding?

come confront me like you should

jessa, i'm onto you

and in God's timing, i know you'll be back

but you can stay put cause i'm not having any of that

i don't want you in my life ever again

get that through your head

if there's a million lifetimes i ever get to live

i want to pass you by in every single one of them

you don't deserve my tears or even my laughs

i'm so sick of you stabbing me in the back

i hope you're happy and i hope you're miserable

isn't the juxtaposition terrible?

well jessa you did it to yourself

now it's time for me to focus on my mental health

i hope i haunt all your memories

see you in your fragmented dreams

God please stop this feeling

why did it have to come back to this?

jessa if you're out there somewhere

stop acting like a stone cold bitch

you're so confusing one day

then you'll be in my life for a year

only to leave, you're not that sincere

tell me what happened this time, jessa

why are you hiding?

come confront me like you should

jessa, i'm onto you