[Verse 1]
I hate my depression
She got a tight grip in my hand
Tosses questions around in my head
Will I ever be happy again
I can’t even think of a memory
Just holes where the good days land
[Pre-Chorus]
And I pace that same small room
With the same dark bruise
Trying to talk you down
But she talks right through
[Chorus]
I hate my depression
She knows my name
I hate my depression
She stays in the frame
Will I ever be happy again
(Will I ever be happy again)
You turned me into my worst enemy
My worst enemy
[Verse 2]
I smile for the mirror
Then I miss my own face
Every little thing I touch
Falls apart in the same place
I reach for a lifeline
It slips through my hands
And the night gets louder
Than I ever planned
[Pre-Chorus]
And I pace that same small room
With the same dark bruise
Trying to talk you down
But she talks right through
[Chorus]
I hate my depression
She knows my name
I hate my depression
She stays in the frame
Will I ever be happy again
(Will I ever be happy again)
You turned me into my worst enemy
My worst enemy
[Bridge]
If I’m honest, I’m scared
Of who I’ve become
I keep swallowing thunder
Til my mouth goes numb
But even in the blackout
I’m still standing here
One small pulse in the dark
One more breath near
[Chorus]
I hate my depression
She knows my name
I hate my depression
She stays in the frame
Will I ever be happy again
(Will I ever be happy again)
You turned me into my worst enemy
My worst enemy