[Intro]
Silent cries in a shadowed room
Echoes of truths you can't assume
[Verse 1]
Sometimes I feel like I let you down
Caught in the crossfire of your shadowed town
Child abuse, a broken promise, overused
Lying, disguising the pain, so confused
[Pre-Chorus]
You make me feel like I’m always the problem
Lost in the chaos, trying to stay calm
It’s not me, it’s the wounds you ignore
Blaming me while you close the door
[Chorus]
Hurting family, a cycle unspoken
Manipulation, your words are broken
Feeling down, it’s not my fault
You turn love into a battle, a default
[Bridge]
Feeling down lately, it's weighing me deep
Not my fault, this pain I keep
You make me feel this way, it's clear
Always the problem, living in fear
[Verse 2]
Lies behind your Christian guise
Behind your words, truth's demise
Love you to death, but you treat me wrong
Like I’ve committed theft in a song of a mourn
[Pre-Chorus]
You spread the lies, behind my back
Playing your game, like I lack
Understanding, but I see through
The cracks and the lies, the real you
[Chorus]
Hurting family, a cycle unspoken
Manipulation, your words are broken
Feeling down, it’s not my fault
You turn love into a battle, a default
[Outro]
I’m searching for peace in this storm
Hoping someday I can transform
From these chains, breaking free
Finding the strength to just be me