Suicidal turned homicidal

Dark thoughts creeping, mind's bleeding, everything's heated

Ages of pain, now I'm screaming, feel defeated

A 45 to my skull, plans gone brutal

Turned from suicidal to homicidal, the cycle's ruthless

Lost in the shadows, mind on the edge

Thoughts of ending it all, code red, no pledge

Drenched in despair, feeling the sting, feeling the burn

But the barrel turned, now it's my turn to learn

They pushed me to the brink, now I’m reborn in the chaos

From silence to violence, feeling the feral applause

Blood on my hands, a new dawn, a new guise

From a cry for help to a killer in disguise

Suicide transformed, now I’m a monster unleashed

From the darkness I crawled, now I feast

Turned my pain into power, my rage into might

Homicide in my sight, yeah, I’m taking flight

No more tears, just scars and fears, chaos in my veins

Came from the abyss, drowning in pain, breaking the chains

Thought I was done, but the dark had other plans

Now I stand as the artist of midnight’s cruel hands

Turned the corner, now I’m colder, sensing the dread

The voice of the lost, screaming, I’m seeing red

From suicide to homicide, I crossed the line

A soldier of chaos, in the shadows, I shine

Suicide transformed, now I’m a monster unleashed

From the darkness I crawled, now I feast

Turned my pain into power, my rage into might

Homicide in my sight, yeah, I’m taking flight

Remember, it was you who pushed me to this abyss

Now I’m the nightmare you can’t dismiss

From despair to the homicide spree

This is the only way I can be free