[Intro]
Dark thoughts creeping, mind's bleeding, everything's heated
Ages of pain, now I'm screaming, feel defeated
A 45 to my skull, plans gone brutal
Turned from suicidal to homicidal, the cycle's ruthless
[Verse 1]
Lost in the shadows, mind on the edge
Thoughts of ending it all, code red, no pledge
Drenched in despair, feeling the sting, feeling the burn
But the barrel turned, now it's my turn to learn
[Pre-Chorus]
They pushed me to the brink, now I’m reborn in the chaos
From silence to violence, feeling the feral applause
Blood on my hands, a new dawn, a new guise
From a cry for help to a killer in disguise
[Chorus]
Suicide transformed, now I’m a monster unleashed
From the darkness I crawled, now I feast
Turned my pain into power, my rage into might
Homicide in my sight, yeah, I’m taking flight
[Verse 2]
No more tears, just scars and fears, chaos in my veins
Came from the abyss, drowning in pain, breaking the chains
Thought I was done, but the dark had other plans
Now I stand as the artist of midnight’s cruel hands
[Pre-Chorus]
Turned the corner, now I’m colder, sensing the dread
The voice of the lost, screaming, I’m seeing red
From suicide to homicide, I crossed the line
A soldier of chaos, in the shadows, I shine
[Chorus]
Suicide transformed, now I’m a monster unleashed
From the darkness I crawled, now I feast
Turned my pain into power, my rage into might
Homicide in my sight, yeah, I’m taking flight
[Outro]
Remember, it was you who pushed me to this abyss
Now I’m the nightmare you can’t dismiss
From despair to the homicide spree
This is the only way I can be free