Looking Back - Updated Version

[Verse]
Empty bottles can't hold the tears lost in the flood
Ripped up pictures can't patch a heart wrapped in blood
You were the map but the roads are burning still
Now I'm stranded questioning the meaning of my will
[Chorus]
You were supposed to be the fire in my dark
Now I'm left chasing echoes torn apart
Where do I go streets are screaming in the black
Can't find a way forward when I keep looking back
[Verse 2]
My hands tremble the weight of your ghost too much
Every corner whispers your name cold touch
Rewind the clock no signal no rewind
Your love was a trap and now I'm confined
[Bridge]
You were the answer now I’m stuck with the void
Mismatched puzzle pieces life’s been destroyed
Crawling on jagged edges to find something true
But every stone rolls back and leads me to you
[Chorus]
You were supposed to be the fire in my dark
Now I'm left chasing echoes torn apart
Where do I go streets are screaming in the black
Can't find a way forward when I keep looking back
[Verse 3]
Do I bury this wreckage or carry its weight
Every turn mocks me like it's sealed in my fate
Shattered dreams shards cutting deep like knives
What do I do now when love can't survive
[Rapped Bridge]
Looking back, can't do it anymore
Loved you once, but that was way before
Chasing echoes, a reminder post war
Once u was my fire, now I just mostly ignore
No more pain, no fucking encore
Looking back, I should've took a detour
It's riddled with pain, it hurt hardcore
Roads are burning, the streets all tore
Needed time to rest, needed time to restore
She ripped me to pieces, mainly my core,
I think it's time heal, I might just explore, 
I'm still fucking angry, still too sore
Learned from my mistakes, I guess so sure
I want something better, more fucking pure,
How can I do that, fuck there all just whores
Now I locked my heart away until I find that cure
[Chorus]
You were supposed to be the fire in my dark
Now I'm left chasing echoes torn apart
Where do I go streets are screaming in the black
Can't find a way forward when I keep looking back

Trap Rap, Synth Techno, unique beats, trap atmosphere, fast echoed vocals, fast epic drums, epic guitars solos 140 bpm