[Short Instrumental Intro]
[Loud feedback squeal]
[chugging guitar fades in]
[Angsty Verse]
I can’t tell if I’m autistic
Or got ADHD
Or if I’m just depressed
They all feel the same to me
Therapist asked me questions
I laughed to fill the space
My mind's a cluttered graveyard
I’m losing in this race
[Mocking Pre-Chorus]
Label me anything
Just tell me what’s wrong
I’ve been waiting for answers
But they’re taking too long
[Catchy Chorus]
Where’s the serotonin, Sarah-tonin ain't here
Dopamine’s a myth, just sold with my fear
Only get a rush when the clock hits five
Understaffed, losing my mind
Where’s the serotonin, Sarah-tonin’s gone
Scream into the void till my voice is gone
[Instrumental Break]
[Distorted guitar riff with heavy drums, quick bass fills]
[Snarky Verse]
Life hacks for a broken brain
My schedule’s chaos and pain
Checklists I never finish
Deadlines I can’t sustain
Manager yelling at me
Rush hour’s my only high
When the tickets pile up
And I wanna fucking die
[Mocking Pre-Chorus]
Diagnosis in a bottle
Or a hashtag in my feed
Everyone’s an expert
But no one knows what I need
[Catchy Chorus]
Where’s the serotonin, Sarah-tonin ain't here
Dopamine’s a joke that they sell me dear
Only get a buzz when I’m falling apart
Work me to death with a blackened heart
Where’s the serotonin, Sarah-tonin’s gone
Scream into the void till my voice is gone
[Rap Verse]
I’m so neurodivergent I can’t even tell
If I’m masking for you or lying to myself
Label my sickness with clinical terms
While the world burns
Can’t sit still, can’t slow down
Thought spirals spin me around
Clerk at the counter with panic attacks
But I smile so they don't send me back
[Instrumental Break]
[Aggressive guitar chugs]
[drums slam in halftime beat, layered with rising feedback]
[Big Finish Chorus]
Where’s the serotonin, Sarah-tonin ain't here
Dopamine’s the price of my own career
Only get a high when it’s do or die
Clock out and wonder why
Where’s the serotonin, Sarah-tonin’s gone
Scream into the void till my hope is gone
[Outro]
[Guitar fades with echoing distortion, soft spoken words]
"Tell me what's wrong with me"
DreamyCow
