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Lyrics
[Intro]
[low vocal register]
Hands folded till the knuckles split
I wore the floorboards thin
Mouth full of holy scripts
Teeth full of grit
[Verse 1]
They said
"ask"
So I asked till my lungs went glass
White coats
Wires
That slow red graph
Beeping like some bored clock
Counting down the last laugh
I named You in the hospital light
Tried to pull You into the room
But the ceiling just stared right back
Like it was waiting
For the vacuum to bloom
[Chorus]
So where were You
When the room went quiet?
When the air turned heavy
And the hands unclenched?
I carved your name
Into my own silence
Prayed till my throat burned out
You didn’t even flinch
[Verse 2]
They said
"plan"
They said
"purpose in the pain"
While we boxed up clothes
Found receipts
For a life that won't happen again
I set fire to the sympathy cards
Watched saints curl up in smoke
Every promise printed in gold
Turned black
Turned joke
I used to close my eyes to speak
Now I stare straight ahead when I swear your name
Every "amen" tastes like rust
Like I swallowed all the blame
[Chorus]
So where were You
When the room went quiet?
When the air turned heavy
And the hands unclenched?
I carved your name
Into my own silence
Prayed till my throat burned out
You didn’t even flinch
[Bridge]
[guitar riff widens
Drums half-time]
If this is mercy
You can keep it
If this is love
I don't need it
Take back your verses
Take back your vows
I screamed myself ragged
You stayed in the clouds
[Chorus]
[crecendo]
Details
GeneratedJan 7, 2026
Duration4:03
LanguageEnglish
Style
metal, Hybrid progressive metal meets dark alt R&B, male vocals. Intro is sparse, swung drums and distant reverb guitar, vocal almost spoken. Verses ride syncopated, down-tuned polymeter riffs with tight bass; vocal glides between low melodic lines and gritty half-screams. Chorus explodes in straight 4 feel, wide distorted guitars and stacked harmonies over a huge, anchoring kick. Bridge drops to filtered drums and clean guitar arpeggios before a crushing final chorus with octave-doubled lead and ambient feedback tail., progressive metal, electric, alternative r&b
Credits
Prompt by
Crimzn
CrimznModelAria v5
Prompt
metal, Hybrid progressive metal meets dark alternative R&B: down-tuned polymeter guitars, electric guitars, male. About death and grief and prayers and being absolutely pissed god didn’t do anything
